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[Jan. 31st, 2007|03:13 am] |
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| | "The Thing that Should Not Be" Metallica | ] |
The urge to leave Michigan is really been pushing me to get the fuck out of here. Moving to Indian River for those couple of months was great, things didnt work out then but things have changed since then. My debts that hold me hopefully will diminish by the end of this year. Diggin yourself out of something you created 3 years ago sucks. But the sweet rewards of being out of that situtaion finally after four years will feel great, i just know it. I've been looking for places to go, Chatanooga being one of them. Mild winters, Warm summers, rust free cars, and a pretty good music scene. I dont know. Pressure at home is stupid. I call it the Marshall Stigma. Girlfriend wants our relationship to be more serious, parents think i need to get my life on track. This stupid mentality that growing old only involves a family. Well, I am a greedy person, and want to do things my way before i give my life away to having kids and a family. Did I mention winter sucks! Something greater calls out to me, and it patiently waits for me until I settle things here. |
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[Dec. 8th, 2006|01:30 am] |
Lists of all the drugs ive done in the past 15 days:
Cocaine
Marajuana
Xanax
Vicodin
Alcohol
Krotum
Dex
Oh what fun the holiday seasons are. |
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| Its been a while |
[Aug. 15th, 2006|02:25 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Can't Repeat" The Offspring | ] |
Well, since really the last time i had written in this, I lived up north with psyco cousin. I work at the Citgo in Marshall now. My life still sucks in some aspects. Ive been torn a lot lately. I miss all my great friends I had last summer and fall. I give honorable mentions to all these people I love that has been part of my life over last fall and summer in no paticular order.
Dustin Rittle
Kay Mestemaker
Melinda Holliday
Rachel Dewolf
Catrina Rome
Matt Walters
Tom Edwardson
Shaune, Ben, and Cierra
Charlie Hoekstra
Shelby Piepkow
Everyone at Cornwell's
Miata Boscolo
Amy Baker
Jesse Baker
Bobby Slocum
Emily Sanders
Tony Borosso
Tim Budas
Duane Daniels
Chris Green
John Monroe
Sarah Cummins
The Mestemaker's
Jon Billings
Lacy Jaquette(and her friends)
All these people (sorry if i left you out) have made the last year of my life extremely interesting, and some people on the list havent been really a frequent part of my life but somehow somewhere you have had somewhat of an impact (must be if your on the list). But thanks to all of you and heres to another year of living.
The Incredible Journey Continues........... |
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[Apr. 25th, 2006|01:58 pm] |
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i cant believe this piece still exist. |
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[Feb. 21st, 2006|02:17 pm] |
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| | "Suicide" Choking Victim | ] |
I want to die and be reborn again the week of my 21st birthday (Week of April 3-7), All who want to help me celebrate, let me know and we will have some fun. Just leave me a reply and we will get some partying done. |
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[Feb. 21st, 2006|02:17 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | "Suicide" Choking Victim | ] |
I want to die and be reborn again the week of my 21st birthday, All who want to help me celebrate, let me know and we will have some fun. |
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| Been going good |
[Feb. 1st, 2006|11:49 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | "Pattern Against User" At the Drive-In | ] |
I just picked up a job and I have another interview with Coffmann Printing doing office work. Pittsburg over the weekend was awesome! Nice to see old friends and party. Other than that, life is life........ just depends on who you talk to. |
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[Jan. 15th, 2006|03:29 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  numb | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "In My Grave" Leftover Crack | ] |
Why do I have to overanalyze things
Why do I get stressed about stupid things
Why do I not have faith in anyone
Why am I so down and out
Why do I wake up in the morning and not want to get out of bed
Why do I keep things to myself
Life is pain......in otherwords life is hard and sucks.......
Everyone have a good day |
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| 1/13/2006 |
[Jan. 14th, 2006|01:04 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | "Sound Effects and Overdramatics" The Used | ] |
Last Night Was Beautiful |
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| No Subject |
[Jan. 11th, 2006|12:12 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Nazi White Trash" Leftover Crack | ] |
I have a few theorys about some things:
I beleive a lot of cancer now is caused by microwaves. I went to a seminar when I worked at Sears and if you have a crack or break in you microwave, you could get cancer from it. Well, what is stopping that shit from going into your food and giving you cancer!?
There are different mirrors with different angles. Like in clothing stores the flex the mirror outward to make you seem to have more of a slim appearence. This entices you to buy the companys clothing. All the mirrrors they put on the street and in your home are slightly curved inward to make you appear larger. Which suduce you into dieting and buying more slimming clothes....
Think about it
Schools starting out alright, I dont really want to go back, theres someone I just want to hang out with and be tranquil with. Funny thing is right now, im taking a class everyday at 11:15 in the morning, and after that class i have nothing to do all day until my night classes start. So i get pretty bored, I need sleep... |
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